I have always been one to create resolutions and goals for the new year. Every year, I take a pen in hand and think about what I who I want to be at the end of the year. I'm not sure that I always complete these resolutions, but I think it is healthy to think about improvement.
On New Years Day in the morning, I received the phone call that my Grandpa had passed away. He has been sick for a long time but the loss was felt deeply among the family. On that day, Heber and I went back home to be with my family. I am so lucky to be a part of a close and supportive family, not just in times of loss but at all times.
That said, I didn't take the time on New Years Day to set out my resolutions. I think that something inside of me knew that more change would be happening, that things would happen that I couldn't prepare for. The change happened today and although now I feel some sorrow, I have felt the Spirit preparing me for this moment, helping me to deal with the unknowable. More than anything, I know that there is a plan for us, that we are children of a Heavenly Father who knows us and knows exactly what we need.
Perhaps I will sit down and set out some resolutions today, to be a better friend, to always seek for joy, and to find a new job.
Painting is Leap of Faith #3 by Erika V. Nelson
5 comments:
change is interesting isn't it. i can't believe that your change happened today, and your already able to find heavaenly insight. you amaze me. i hope all will be well. i miss ya already.
First off, I was also very sad to hear about your Grandpa! I send my sympathies to you and yours! You DO have an amazing family- I've always thought so!
Secondly...good luck with all your New Year goals and ideas...may the Lord bless you in attaining happiness and joy in the new year to come!
Sorry to hear about your grandfather, Gentri. Loss is never easy, even when it is expected. Alos, I think you inspired me today. Like you said, even if I don't meet my goals for the year, it is important to work towards improvement. you're quite insightful today. Hope things look up for you.
I'm sorry to hear about your loss. If you need anything just let me know. You are such a sweet friend and always have a smile on your face it is hard for me imagine you down. I hope all goes well for you this year!
I haven't written mine either, and I don't have an excuse like you do. Maybe that should be our project night. (since we are so good at those)
Thanks for the visit. We miss you guys. You don't have school and I will be back on my feet in no time. Games, fun, (a little baby time)
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